Friday, February 19, 2010
Two weeks ago i was cleaning my closet. and kinda renovating my things
so decided to put some design sa closet ko iyong pinaka door niya!
so ayan ang ginawa ko.. I put Jho's name and my name hehe..
then i show it to jho! and he likes it hehe..



10:59 PM
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Our donation for heart and stroke foundation
This is from last week before valentines day so if you donate $1
they gonna give you a heart. Then just right down your name and
they going to display it on there wall.
10:56 PM
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I'M ENGAGESi
YNA ang saksi, and siya din nag printscreen nito.. I didn't expect this well i mean he already asked me before to marry him, and i already said
YES!
remembrance iyong time na iyon! ako na yata pinaka masayang babae nung araw na iyon! :)
10:21 PM
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Well i am very
HAPPY cause bati na kami ng asawa q..
MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA ASAWA Qkaya at work masaya ako, kahit ma medyo may mga mali pero sobrang okey

balik ulit kami being sweet.. hehe! i can't see myself living in this world without him
he is my LIFE, my WORLD, and my EVERYTHING.
He is always there for me when i'm so down!
He is always giving me hope pag as in gusto ko ng bumigay,
even though right now we are very far from each other.
Hindi ko ma feel na malayo siya sa akin, feeling ko malapit lang siya.
Hindi ko man siya nayayakap now, but time will come i'm gonna be with him
and that will be FOREVER.

7:44 PM
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Thursday, February 18, 2010

i talked to sis jei earlier.. cause im having a hard time.. kase even though jho is telling me na "don't mind me" i can't ignore whats happening to him. i'm not that selfish. Anyways i talked to sis jei thru facebook, and i told her the situation and what happenedm, she said parehas lang kami ng situation.. Yeah! kinda agree with that but mas lamang siya, hmm mas lamang pagiging mahigpit ng bf niya. Well sabi ko kaya ko naman tiisin lahat ng iyon kase mahal na mahal ko si Jho and i can't see myself to anyone aside from Jho.

sound cheesy but its true! sabi pa nga ni sis jei wala ka paki sa sinasabi ng iba or pinapayo ng iba kase alam mo lang mahal na mahal mo siya. which is so TRUE! sometimes iba friends namin ni Jho asking me are you still happy? sagot ko! YES masaya ako kay Jho. kahit na ganito kami minsan nag aaway, mahal na mahal ko iyon.. and hindi magbabago iyon! My day is a mess pag hindi kami ok na dalawa or hindi ko siya nakakausap or nakakatext. routine ng life ko eh lagi siya nandyan, sabi nga ni sis jei..Its hard pag siya iyong lagi mo nasasabihan ng problem as in lahat lahat. Then pag kayo na nagka problem wala na. Hindi mo alam kung saan ka tatakbo, which is so TRUE again. Hopefully maayos na talaga kami ni Jho, iyon lang hiling ko.. specially malapit na birthday ko!
kwento pa ni sis jei kahit anong inis niya minsan, makita niya lang si pipito eh nawawala galit niya hindi matiis. Ako din hindi ko matiis si Jho, hindi ko matiis na hindi kami nag kaka ayos pag kami nag kakatampuhan or nag kakagalit. Sa totoo lang si Jho lang nakakatagal sa ugali ko maslalo na pagiging moody ko. And i'm very thankful for that.

5:38 PM
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010

I'm very sad right now! more like upset.. may tampuhan kami ni jho which is not good kase pag ganito kami, sa akin lahat affected. Awhile ago sa work wala ako ginawang tama, which is nakaka inis ang dami pa namang tao kanina. gusto ko ng maiyak sa work, well obviously i didn't cry there and kinda nakaka frustrate din kase dami ko dapat matutunan cause i have to train fast. Dahil panay call in iyong isang manager.

gusto ko na makausap si jho sabhin na alam mo asawa ko hindi maganda araw ko.. sa work everything is a mess! pano he's mad at me.. d ko naman sinasadya ung kahapon eh hindi ko naman talaga napansin na online siya eh. saka kausap ko lang naman ung cousin niya cause of olympics thats it! wala naman akong intensyon na kung ano!
masyado akong nasaktan sa mga sinabi niya kahapon pero tiniis ko iyon kase iniisip ko may kasalanan din ako.. well i guess sorry its not enough, sabihin niya lang kung pano niya ako mapapatawad kung sabihin niya sa akin tumalon ng building .. i will do it.. for the sake na mapatawad niya ako!
ngayon nakakausap ko ung aso ko.. kahit hindi ko magsabi sa kanya nararamdaman niya na sad ako.. dito lang siya sa tabi ko.. kakatawa aso ung nagco2mfort sa akin! feeling ko sama sama kong tao! hehehe..
i guess having a bad day is not enough! hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan kami ganito ni jho.. I haven't sleep since last night and i haven't eat yet.. oh nag eat pala ako kanina.. i just eat big bird wrap.. thats enough for me..
namimis ko na naman dad ko, i remember pag may problem ako siya iyong laging nandyan for me.. to give me a hug.. to comfort me! well i guess in the end ako lang mag isa pag may prob ako! kase iyong taong lagi ko nasasandalan eh galit sa akin.
while im doing this blog i can't help but to cry.. hapdi hapdi na ng muka ko at mata ko
sana pag natulog ako now,, hindi na ako magising.. para wala ng sakit ng ulo si mama.. haha! saka hindi na ako nagiging pabigat or nagdadala ng sakit ng ulo sa iba.. hehe!
I'm getting tired na din..
TANGA TANGA KO KASI!!!!! NUKNUKAN!!!
I HATE MYSELF
7:25 PM
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